I tried the Zumba class Friday, and during the warm up they, or we, were doin the Cupid Shuffle line dance.... I was goin along fine except that at every turn I could see myself. Mirrors on every wall... uuggghhh Before the warm up was over I ran out and lost it. I looked soooo fat and I suppose lookin at myself from every angle was just too much at that moment. I don't feel like a fat person, I know I'm a big gal but I don't feel "fat", till that moment. So I went home cried alittle more and then dried my eyes and went for a walk.
I'm not giving up, I went back today and did all the machines, I make sure I do more reps each time I get on one. My shorts I can pull on and off without unzippin so thats a good sign, maybe next week I can go buy a size smaller.... we'll see how this week goes...
Happy Healthy Living All, Beth
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